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Name: Mitch
Location: Illinois, United States
Birthday: 1/25/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: My hobbies include playin basketball, watching basketball, playin streetball, watching streetball, lol basically I love basketball, i also like import cars.
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Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
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AIM:  Baybboypinoy
Member Since:
6/26/2003
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| Hey its been a while…a real while, we’ll I always wanted to update this thing but never had the real chance to. We’ll things in my life have been alright, can’t complain. Its almost Christmas!!! Yeah, the most wonderful time of the year. It’d be more wonderful if ______ was with me…but whatever. Right now im listening to the grinch song sung by nsync. It’s a pretty good love/Christmas song. I don’t have any ideas what to get anyone for Christmas. Anyone feel free to give me suggestions. Billy! Yeah man I gotta get you something. Like something crazy. Thinking these past few months nothing really happened. I just had like a two hour convo on with Kristine, jeff, and tracy. It was pretty crazy, we all talked about our love stories and our problems. It was good, jeff told his srory, it was a great story. But the only thing the ending wasn’t a happy one. Jeff its okay the endings can change. Billy, I think jeff might be the first one off. I definitely will be on for longer…
Anyways again, I like this girl that I have like no chance with. When I look at her shes just so beautiful. Its pretty tough now…she still has a thing for someone else. I guess I cant do anything about that…I don’t know anymore. I can’t change anything. But its fine. I just cant see her with him…Tracy you know what im talking about… I just want her to be happy. So, if she is, I guess she is. I have like no chance anyway cuz she has so many guys that like her including me. I just cant like hold it in anymore…she knows, but I just didn’t tell her yet. Shes like so…sooooo….i cant describe her…Its just that feeling. The feeling like when you know you’re going to talk about her, and even though u don’t act all nervous, you still practice what you’re going to say to her. Have you ever thought of those like scenarios where everything is just perfect. But you nothing is going to happen. Its just different, I don’t know how to explain it. I just want to be with her but I cant. I just want to hold her but I cant. Its all the same man, I have no chance, I will never have one. I am on this boat for a while trust me (for billy and jeff) That life jacket does not have my name one it.
Whatever ill type more later im off to bed
ill end this with a lil quote from the movie, Hitch
You know what it's like getting up every morning? Feeling hopeless, feeling like the love of your life is waking up with the wrong man. But, at the same time hoping that she still finds happiness, even if it's never going to be with you.
LoMaTeLuRoK Islands! | | |
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Rest In Peace Grandpa, Domingo Agustin
8/4/1913-8/3/2005
May Lord bless your soul, Grandpa. He has blessed mine already because he brought you into my life. If it wasnt for you i wouldnt be half of the man i am today. I love you so much Grandpa. May you rest in peace. | | |
| WHAT UP?!?!? Billy Katsibaros here, updating Mitch’s Xanga. Mitch and I have been together at his house everyday since finals, literally. I’m updating for Mitch because when he tried to update it was boring as fuck. This past week me and Mitch have been babysitting this little queer-bag (Jordan’s gay ass word), this kid is the most boring, annoying, dumbass kid in the world. Now, don’t get me wrong, me and Mitch love kids, but not this one… Actually I’m not sure his mom likes this little fuckhead. Other than that our summer is pretty cool, OMG this fuckin’ kid is being annoying RIGHT NOW! Is Billy Katsibaros gonna have to choke a bitch? That is my new catch phrase. Anyways… Mitch and I really wanna play some DDR right now, but this kid is playing Burnout 3… really badly. All summer Mitch has been talking about this girl that he likes and it is getting really fuckign boring, he’s saying “Oh ______, where are you??? Why don’t you like me?” and I keep saying “SHUT THE FUCK UP!!” but he likes her, so whatever I’m here for him. | | |
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new music...sorry bro i stole it...anyways its our last week in school...and then winter break!!! well it kinda makes me sad cuz you that girl ive been talking about yeah...whenever i see her i always have a good day...and the whole school year has been great..well tomorrow is ervin's birthday so say happy birthday to him and it is also my cousin ryan's birthday tomorrow, so happy birthday wishes to both of you guys...yeah im not sure what imma get you guys...so dont keep asking for money or whatever...ill give u ur present on christmas...haha yeah and billy's bday is on thursday so that pretty cool...well just 3 more days of wake'n up early then i can peacefully rest till whenever I feel like wake'n up...well nothing new has really been happening...christmas is coming up...guys i want a car! i wish but really i just wish i had someone to love during the holidays...i dunno since my relationship with S____ i havent been like the same person...well i am but i just dont flirt that much anymore...oh well i just gotta try getting back to my normal self again..."you've got to stop living in the past"...."But the past makes you the man that you are in the future" - Billy K. damn dude that was deep, well look for the secret links in this edit...hey i was bored okay! but i dunno i wish i could say that to that girl, but i know i dont cuz i hardly even know her.....damn love why is it soooooo complicated?!?!?!?!?
Damn…..am I really updating my xanga???? Yeah I am…man its been a while since ive done something like this… I thought about updating but when I try I always get interrupted. Well life is good……kinda….well my fam has been going through a lot these past 2 months or so but they’re doing better…yeah well as usual I have girl problems…haha yeah well I just wanna thank my friends for helping me out through whatever. Yeah but my best friend, Billy that guy is single right now ladies so watch out…recently his girlfriend had broken up with him…and she did it over the internet….???...yeah the internet, damn what a bitch thing to do. Well billy is going through a lot right now man…and bro I know u still love her, but sooner or later you gotta get over her and move on….i know how you feel man, when S____ broke up with me man i felt like I lost everything…but I had to let go man…and damn did it suck, but I still care about her, but ive learned to move on, and once in a while, I think about how I used to have someone to hold, someone to calm my own…and even though she broke up with me because of C____ I didn’t mess him up or bring out the cheese grater on him…haha, so billy man feel better bro, im always here for you man, and if ever u need something just tell me…well my bro gots a new car, and bro be careful…I know its fast, but don’t go too fast, and same with my cousin ryan damn dude ur car is a piece of shit…haha, its not made for speed. Well life is okay…alright whoever is reading this knows where im going with this one…my girl problems…I just don’t know anymore, I always think about this one girl when im just alone or thinking, damn shes so foine….. haha yeah well I don’t even know her yet…she seems really cool though, wait I don’t even think she knows my name…haha yeah well whatever, but I just think shes gonna be like this one girl I liked…hopefully not cuz that past girl and I were really really close, or that’s what I think but once high school started she doesn’t even say hi to me or make eye contact with me…: ( oh well yeah…I miss her a lot…and the way we used to be. But what can I do about it??? If she doesn’t wanna talk to me then just forget about it….but that girl I think about all the time, she seems so cool…I really wanna get to know her she seems really cool in this class we have together…well its not exactly a class…but whatever… well its almost Christmas….wooo…Christmas man you know what I want for Christmas? I’m not too sure what I want but I don’t really care if I get anything good. As long as I have family and friend around me to make the Christmas season more better its all good…right after thanksgiving everyone got into the holiday spirit...haha everyone is like all cheery right now…love it man…haha yeah well I want it to snow really hard one day and just play football in the snow…but its not snowing yet…it did snow the day before thanksgiving but the snow melted really quickly…well I didn’t make the basketball team…but I know the reason why..and for those people who know…aint that a bitch??? Dude I’m like fast than half those people on the team oh well…he thinks im not fast cuz im ___ haha oh well what can I do about it??? I need good gift ideas for Christmas and people’s birthdays…billy needs a Christmas/birthday present and same with Ervin…I don’t know what to get them…I also need a good Christmas gift for Erin cuz she lent me soo much money…haha yeah…I need to buy my family presents too…damn I need MONEY….yeah and im talking to Claire, and she always has to ruin lol…a lot of it is make up??? :o( yeah, well what I really want for Christmas is a girlfriend…haha like that’s ever going to happen…but really I miss having someone to hold, and someone to call my own…someone I truly care about and love…man I miss those times when S____ was my girlfriend, the way she kissed me, the way we used to hold each other…the way I used to worry about her…haha man…Billy you got me running around and thinking about her again…but I cant do anything about it the past is the past…man high school is soo messed up, it seems everyone has a girlfriend or boyfriend….well I don’t know that’s it for now…quite an update huh…claire i finally updated so stop asking me to update...and billy i told you i would | | |
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I was scared to tell myself that it was true,
I tried denying it,
But every time I did it reminded me of you,
I was scared to lose what we have now,
And to be with you,
Love would never allow,
I just wish I could always be by your side,
I’m still scared of the truth,
But from it I can’t hide,
It hurts me deeply when I see with another guy,
I know that I can’t have you,
So I’m not going to try,
I’m just going to let it be,
But I just wished we we’re together,
But thinking about it no one would ever agree,
I will always be here for you,
But I can’t have you,
And I know that this is true,
I know what I always wanted I never had,
You we’re all that I wanted,
And that thought of never having you makes me sad
OLD
She was the love of his life,
He even thought she’d be his wife,
But she couldn’t stand him,
And he knew that and it made his life grim,
He loved her and cared for her so much,
She was caught up with popularity and such,
He wasn’t popular or a hunk,
She thought he was a geek and a piece of junk,
It was impossible for her to notice he was there,
Even through all the bad she gave him he’d still care,
Until one day he decided to move on,
To move his attention to another girl that wouldn’t be a con,
She suddenly missed him and started to feel lonely,
Everything was lost except her own beauty,
The popularity was gone and so were her friends,
The boy asked him self when will my love for her end?
None the less that boy was still in love with her,
But he knew that other girl was a blur,
She came to him for love and nothing more,
He loved her and he knew it was her he had adored,
Suddenly she was in love with the boy she never thought of,
But she had a feeling about him all the time and I guess that feeling was love
OLDEST
Words couldn't explain the way I felt about you
You'll never like me that way and I know that's true
I've moved on, but these feelings still come back when ur around,
When you broke up with him, I wished I could of been ur rebound,
I couldn't do that, I couldn't even talk to you,
I thought I loved you, and maybe I still do,
But I know I have to move on,
Becuase I knew u thought my love for you was a con,
But I knew I felt that way,
But even knowing that everynight i prayed,
Prayed that one day you'll think of me the way u thought of him,
But I have to move on, if I still loved you, life would be grim,
I'm happy we're friends,
And I hope that friendship never ends,
But I still want a hug when you're there,
My love is a friend's love i swear,
But I cant promise it won't grow into more,
Because over time...I'm sorry...but i might love you like I did before,
Just lookin at past poems ive written, damn im like rusty now, i cant think about anything....i gotta get back into writing this stuff again, but i know i suck compared to the other poems...ehh but its all good i dunno who these poems are really for well i do know but i think i might have changed my mind on my lil crush...its just i havent really been able to talk to her lately and havent really been see'n her eye to eye....well whatever
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